im sittin here thinkin bout all the times
we couldnt keep hands off of each other
but that was long ago
and i can't help but think that we could of made it
if we would of been there for one another
i thought i'd let you know
the pains stayin inside
but i keep it on the low
and i can't help but get jealous
so i dont wanna know
who you with
when we both separated
so i can't help that when i see you my feelings get elevated
cause
i tried i tried and im tryin to stay away from you
but it's so hard to keep lying when what we had was true
don't blame me for my actions
im tryin to stay away
but every day i feel like i'm about to fade away cause since you
gone away gone away gone away
i'm tryin' to find myself
under the mess you made
but now you
gone away gone away gone away
i know if i'm patient
and i keep waitin there'll be better days
ever since you
gone away gone away gone away
i'm tryin' to find myself
under the mess you see
and since you
gone away gone away gone away
i finally remember what it's like to be me
to be me
still got ya picture in my wallet
that keeps me reminiscin'
'bout all the time we had together
everything that im missin'
gotta remind myself
that i'm only thinkin about the positive
and i know some time somethin' has gotta give
i keep movin' on to the next phase
this is just one chapter and i'm flippin' the page
i still got some memories that i need to erase
and every time i think of you is just a second to waste
and i can't
ignore the fact that i will see you again
and that time will be the time that im gonna have to pretend
im so close so close
to reachin the end
so i hope you understand the reason i can't be ya friend
because
i tried i tried and im tryin to stay away from you
but it's so hard to keep lying when what we had was true
don't blame me for my actions
im tryin to stay away
but every day i feel like im about to fade away cause since you
gone away gone away gone away
im tryin to find myself
under the mess you made
but now you
gone away gone away gone away
i know if im patient
and i keep waitin there'll be better days
ever since you
gone away gone away gone away
im tryin to find myself
under the mess you see
and since you
gone away gone away gone away
i finally remember what its like to be me
to be me
cause i tried i tried and im tryin to stay away from you
but its so hard to keep lying when what we had was true
dont blame me for my actions
im tryin to stay away
but every day i feel like im about to fade away cause since you
gone away gone away gone away
im tryin to find myself
under the mess you made
but now you
gone away gone away gone away
i kno if im patient
and i keep waitin there'll be better days
ever since you
gone away gone away gone away
im tryin to find myself
under the mess you see
and since you
gone away gone away gone away
i finally remember what its like to be me
to be me